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The beginning of the end of the beginning is just the beginning of something else and when something else comes along you have to go with it you have to be apart of something that is bigger than you but not so big that you drown in it some things are free some things mean something and it those somethings that mean something that make life mean everything and you can't take everything for granted because granted some things may come easy and other don't come at all it's all about what you make of what you have got and what you are given is that which is most precious like life it is a gift and for so long you think that you are doing something special and then you realize you are just another pathetic waste but to waste not is to want not so you try to make a change you try to change again and again but without a gain you see no change but you are so different than from where you started and when you started you started realizing that there was an end and that end would come when you were ready ready for something else something that might mean something to you and someone else but someone isn't someone that you thought you knew once because people change and life changes and you have changed because you wanted to be better and though you think you're not changed you are and that is was so ironic because you find yourself in new and ever changing situations where you exceed your own expectations and yet you still talk yourself down instead of being pleased with your performance you find faults in the things you should be so proud of but your pride isn't something that can be described because it is something that you have deprived yourself of like nutrients but not in terms of health just self-wealth you'd be so rich if you just let yourself go but you are to aware to do that to aware of you and those around you and that how you define you so then you would be afraid of the end result.